you make me crazy. it isn’t fair how much I like you when I’m leaving in a short 5 months…
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and i found you <3
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during certain times, thats all you can do.
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i just want to sit here and hold your hand.
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it’s almost like I don’t even realize what’s right in front of me because I am so caught up in everyday life. nothing seems fair. when do i get time to breathe and observe? because right now im running at 100 miles per hour and i cant slow down now. i can’t get too far behind…although i already am. he left exactly 10 days ago. it seems like years. when is he coming back? i dont know..but i do know that he’s okay. it sucks. i miss him and seeing his face everywhere i go. i miss having him come to all my stuff and seeing him at his football games, but why does it have to be like this? can’t it be the normal life of a high school relationship that may or may not continue through college? although i do wish that it would continue…i hope these 3 years go by fast. it’s the small things that give me appreciation now. like doing my laundry while on the phone. or making dinner with a helper. it isnt those things you normally would think of and its those things i remember most. we work together- why cant i show up there without the memories? it haunts me everywhere i go..but i am okay because God is with me. and i know that i am okay. no matter where i go or what i do, someone is by my side guiding me and pulling me closer and closer to Him. this is quite the experience whether its the one my mom was talking about or not..but i wouldnt change it. we will be stronger because of it.
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